Or even lie to myself
Like lust hasn't tried to subdue me
Instead I'd rather die first (now)
Like black guys in scary movies
If I bite the bait of chance
And monopoly
I fall into the trap of
Uncontrolled feelings relentless, and steadily toppling
Overboard of the capacity of my mind, will, and emotions
Fear used to grip me into this place
Of being socially frozen
It's compositions like Ecclesiastes 4:9-10
That beckoned my heart to reconcile and deal with my hidden sin...
First
My Father inspired and inquired
His words burning on my hearts alter like fire
The specificity was dire
And pin-pointed my position down to the wire
Now I sing like a choir
'Cause I wanna truly fall in love
I wanna take the risk and step out in faith
And join hearts to my best friend
I wanna love
With a passion
Like no one else is in the room
And without shame tell you softly "I will always love you..."
I love you!
No shame!
I'll say it again
You I Love!
And desire to hold and keep
Our song will be a procession played at the beginning of every week
Your words chase my heart down
Like sharks in scent of freshly spilled blood
'Cause my pursuit of you
Cripples my knees
When I think about your snug warm hugs
I wanna fit your prayer description
I wanna affirm to you what you asked the Lord for
I wanna be the only servant to my queen
Holding hands with her
Laying on the floor
And day dream about past times
Of fast crimes, smash lines, mad dimes - sad mimes
And plaid shirts by Calvin Klien
NOW cd's - old mp3's - and stories of VIP
(to)
played out DVD's - broken MPC's - and hopelessly planting apple seed's
Matching capri's - afro sheen - pepper mixed with macaroni and cheese
Patches on old tee's - your favorite color green - and why It's only me...
And not another one
I wanna walk the beach shores of St. Pete
And write compositions about your dispositions
Take you with me fishing
And sitting still by your lips, saying nothing
Holding steadfast
Just to merely listen...
Right now
Today
The Lord told me to sow in tears for your hands to hold
Sow in brokenness
Sow in truthfulness
"Sow for your wife my son, SOW!"
Plant your seeds of tears and praise filled cheers
For her heart
Hold fast to my words
And you'll know how to keep her sound and safe
And she'll NEVER let you go
She'll be closer than any other
And tried and true beyond what you can even think to mention
I won't give her fully to you yet
There's reason for y'alls brief un-comprehension
I have to go bloom a choice flower
So in due season, you both, together, shall prosper
With a rare blossom that can with stand every trepidatious contention
Subdued with power
She will be
A picture of inward beauty
Holding a captivating chuckle
Like you like
She's the scent of your love
And the aroma of your heart, my son
She's the strength within your muscle...
She's the missing piece of my life's puzzle
The confirmation of my prayers
She's the breathe that's more fresh
Than a jet-blue pair of Nike Air's
My frankincense and myrrh
My sacrifice to you oh Lord
Our fruit will be a sweet smell
To your nostrils - to you we adore!
I worship you for opening my heart up
Unhindered this time
Not contaminated by the hurt of past relationships
Or doubts of the Devine
But a heart that's being mended, made strong by your will and word
An ambassador of heaven, yet ever so gentle with many verbs
I wanna kiss her lips
And taste the love
That I've forever longed for
Hold her hips close and snuggle tight
An embrace that
For her
That I'm strong for
I wanna be her confidant
Her look to
Her help
Her stability
Her everything
Her best of friends
The holder of her wedding ring
The daper dan
That's tan
Long lean and serene guarded with wisdom
Her favorite person
Her secret hid out
Singing to you your favorite songs
In cursive...
We'll work with our hands
And accomplish any and every task
And my thoughts she knows them
And to me, never has to ask
I wanna shower her with the same agape love that I've been given
I wanna paint iridescent colors in her heart,
With truth and not mere well-wishing
But wanna love her with zeal my Lord!
She's worthy of good honor and merit!
I'm made whole
I'm set free!
My heart will shine like gold!
This love - I'll always wear it
I'm made new by your recreation power!
To keep her, I'll be bold
And stand up for her
As she protects me
I'll guard her heart too
We once were one
But now I wanna be joined with the other half of my heart
To make the complete and perfect two...
See...
When you arrived,
It was like an effervescent pleasant scent,
Elegant and effortless,
I swore that you were heaven sent,
Your love is mirrored to infinite
Your heart is limitless
I can't like it 'cause I love it!
Baby cakes :)
Far beyond discriminate
And since it's so,
I've stepped it up
With the pep in my step of the Holy Spirit
I know you hear it!
He sings over our relationship
He motivates our lyrics
We're like a Sonny and Cher duo
Peaches and Herb
Love and trust
Faith and hope
F'real and dope!
I wanna be rewarded with the prize of your hands,
Looking back saying
Who would have known that it was God's plan,
For me to be your man..
.i love yo.u.
Frances Marie Stearns
Marcus Christopher Hollinger
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